Lovelorn

Without you I just exist
I sleep but not dream

I live but I am not alive

I laugh but I am never happy

Every day a passing agony

Each step a mountain to climb

The winding clock has me entwined

In its ticking music of time

The grey evening so bleak

Silently bickering in mockery

Making fun of my misery

I wonder at my self in disbelieve

Why does love elude me?

Will loneliness be my destiny?

As I argue with myself

I wonder if this is how you felt

When you went so far away from me

Do you ever think about me?

Is this pain in your heart too

Do you ache for me the way I do?
Or is it just my fantasy?